“‘Iwilldojustasyoutellme,’RedRidingHoodpromisedherMother.”“RedRidingHood,”TheFairyTalesoftheBrrimm[1]

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        「欸，喜歡我嗎？」

        我們兩個(gè)還是在一起……

        就算是墮落……

        像我這種自以為是、裝模作樣，只懂得看人臉sE、迎合別人，惹人厭的nV孩子，真的值得幸福嗎？每個(gè)成長(zhǎng)階段、連衣服穿搭，都由媽媽決定，連喜歡誰(shuí)的決定權(quán)都被媽媽支配，值得被人「Ai」嗎？像我這種毫無(wú)主見(jiàn)，凡事只聽(tīng)媽媽的話的小孩，真的值得擁有「人生」嗎？這種「缺乏自我」，活得像只白陶瓷換裝人偶，掛著如此不祥笑容的東西，能稱得上是「人」嗎？

        YoingtotheHolyBlessing—why?—itisanall-girlhighschoolrunbyacatholicchurch.Don’tworry—thesisterswon’tactuallywashyourbrainwiththeirchurchdoes—teachersareteachers;theyteaotvertanystudentintoaChristian.Theyareasfiheteachersinothernormalhighschools;theonlydifferehattheywearacrosspendantontheirnecks.

        Soyouwodistractedbyunnecessaryeaiorchasedaroundbyfilthysex-thirstyhighschoolboys...Trustme—MommywenttherewhenIwaslittle,soIknow.Mommyknowwhat’sthebestforyou,Ariel.

        It’sclosertohome,soyoudon’thavetowasteyourtimeonuting.Besides,Mommydon’tlikeyoutogoofaroundinthedowntowerschool—headstraighthome,youuand?

        FirstGirls?—Youdon’thavetogothere,doyouhaveto?—Mommyheardmostofthegirlsouttherepyreallyhardaswelsstudyhard—andnotonlythat.Rumorhasit:thatschoolisnowofficiallyoccupiedbyhomosexuals—GoodHeavens!NowtheNationalEducationisteagourchildrentobeeahomosexual—mostsdalous!Mommydon’twantyoutogetpoisonedbyhomosexuality.Boysarebad;lesbians?—evenworse:theyturnigirlsintotheirownkind—that’swhy—theyarezombies.

        Mommydon’twantyoutogetcaughtinthedegeeatmosphereinFirstGirlsauallysquanderyourtimewhenallyouhavetodoisstudyforthecollegeentranceexam—Mommywantyoutostudyiheleadinguies.Besides,ifyouwanttogetadmittedintoNXUviatheMulti-StarProject,thecesarebetterintheHolyBlessingthaninFirstGirls.Youdon’thavetopetewiththeFirstGirlsstudents—why—theylovefierpetitiohemhavewhattheyaskfor.WhathaveMommytaughtyou?Chooseyouropposwisely,ifyouhavetofightacrucialfightyoumustnotlose.

        Eventhoughyouareinased-rategirl’shighsommystillwantyoutobecrèmedecrèmeamoudents.So,youwillhavetostudyintheirHumanityandSocialScecss.Don’tworry.Itstilltsasae”theschool,thoughnotasgoodastheMathematidSceotherleadinghighschools.Don’tworry—MommywillgetthebestteacherstheHolyBlessingoffer—crèmedecrème,Mommyassureyou—how?—don’tyouworryaboutit.MommyhasMy“way”—youdon’tfrown,nothingtoworryabout—Mommyjusthaveto“talkto”some“people”—youwilllearnfromthebestteachers,somakesureyougetgoodgradesinthefollowier,youhear?

        Good,mysweetheart.

        Enjoyyhschoollife.

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        Grimm,JadWilhelm."RedRidingHood."TheFairyTalesoftheBrrimm,trans.AliceLucas,Doubleday,Page&Co.,1909.

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