???????????????????????????宋?????????意?????????卻?????????按?????????著?????????她?????????的?????????腦?????????袋?????????把?????????她?????????重?????????新?????????壓?????????了?????????回?????????去?????????，?????????男?????????人?????????的?????????聲?????????音?????????一?????????如?????????往?????????常?????????，?????????低?????????沉?????????溫?????????和?????????，?????????話?????????語(yǔ)?????????透?????????過(guò)?????????x?????????腔?????????傳?????????遞?????????到?????????她?????????耳?????????邊?????????，?????????仿?????????佛?????????震?????????得?????????她?????????心?????????臟?????????都?????????sU?????????麻?????????了?????????起?????????來(lái)?????????：?????????“?????????還?????????想?????????要?????????，?????????對(duì)?????????不?????????對(duì)?????????？?????????”

        ???????????????????????????瑤?????????姬?????????不?????????知?????????該?????????怎?????????么?????????回?????????答?????????，?????????這?????????種?????????本?????????能?????????的?????????渴?????????望?????????不?????????是?????????能?????????輕?????????易?????????消?????????退?????????的?????????，?????????曾?????????瑤?????????的?????????記?????????憶?????????里?????????，?????????就?????????有?????????曾?????????父?????????曾?????????母?????????“?????????喪?????????尸?????????化?????????”?????????后?????????瘋?????????狂?????????嗜?????????血?????????的?????????畫(huà)?????????面?????????。?????????所?????????以?????????她?????????知?????????道?????????自?????????己?????????壓?????????抑?????????不?????????了?????????，?????????也?????????逃?????????避?????????不?????????了?????????，?????????可?????????這?????????不?????????代?????????表?????????她?????????能?????????心?????????安?????????理?????????得?????????接?????????受?????????自?????????己?????????將?????????要?????????淪?????????為?????????野?????????獸?????????的?????????事?????????實(shí)?????????。

        ???????????????????????????所?????????以?????????那?????????時(shí)?????????候?????????宋?????????意?????????毫?????????無(wú)?????????保?????????留?????????地?????????袒?????????露?????????出?????????咽?????????喉?????????后?????????，?????????瑤?????????姬?????????猶?????????豫?????????了?????????。?????????哪?????????怕?????????她?????????的?????????渴?????????望?????????已?????????經(jīng)?????????到?????????達(dá)?????????頂?????????峰?????????，?????????在?????????意?????????志?????????的?????????堅(jiān)?????????持?????????下?????????，?????????她?????????忍?????????耐?????????了?????????下?????????來(lái)?????????。?????????她?????????不?????????想?????????自?????????己?????????變?????????成?????????那?????????樣?????????，?????????為?????????了?????????自?????????己?????????，?????????隨?????????隨?????????便?????????便?????????傷?????????害?????????另?????????一?????????個(gè)?????????人?????????，?????????哪?????????怕?????????那?????????個(gè)?????????人?????????是?????????可?????????恨?????????的?????????宋?????????意?????????。

        ???????????????????????????宋?????????意?????????看?????????出?????????了?????????她?????????的?????????猶?????????豫?????????，?????????瑤?????????姬?????????以?????????為?????????的?????????難?????????堪?????????沒(méi)?????????有?????????來(lái)?????????，?????????男?????????人?????????笑?????????了?????????笑?????????：?????????“?????????我?????????明?????????白?????????了?????????，?????????那?????????么?????????…?????????…?????????我?????????們?????????來(lái)?????????做?????????Ai?????????吧?????????。?????????”

        ???????????????????????????后?????????續(xù)?????????的?????????發(fā)?????????展?????????顯?????????得?????????順?????????理?????????成?????????章?????????又?????????莫?????????名?????????其?????????妙?????????，?????????瑤?????????姬?????????想?????????自?????????己?????????大?????????概?????????真?????????的?????????瘋?????????了?????????，?????????要?????????么?????????就?????????是?????????她?????????和?????????宋?????????意?????????都?????????瘋?????????了?????????。?????????可?????????是?????????她?????????訝?????????然?????????發(fā)?????????現(xiàn)?????????，?????????自?????????己?????????和?????????宋?????????意?????????竟?????????然?????????如?????????此?????????合?????????拍?????????，?????????他?????????們?????????對(duì)?????????彼?????????此?????????的?????????身?????????T?????????了?????????如?????????指?????????掌?????????，?????????輕?????????易?????????就?????????進(jìn)?????????入?????????到?????????極?????????樂(lè)?????????的?????????漩?????????渦?????????中?????????，?????????沉?????????沉?????????浮?????????浮?????????，?????????不?????????知?????????今?????????夕?????????何?????????夕?????????。

        ???????????????????????????大?????????概?????????做?????????Ai?????????真?????????的?????????是?????????能?????????讓?????????人?????????忘?????????記?????????煩?????????惱?????????的?????????，?????????瑤?????????姬?????????頭?????????一?????????次?????????沒(méi)?????????有?????????不?????????情?????????愿?????????，?????????也?????????沒(méi)?????????有?????????在?????????心?????????里?????????不?????????斷?????????安?????????慰?????????自?????????己?????????放?????????松?????????享?????????受?????????，?????????而?????????是?????????全?????????身?????????心?????????地?????????投?????????入?????????到?????????這?????????一?????????場(chǎng)?????????歡?????????Ai?????????中?????????，?????????放?????????縱?????????地?????????呻?????????Y?????????，?????????盡?????????情?????????地?????????吶?????????喊?????????。?????????她?????????想?????????，?????????難?????????道?????????宋?????????意?????????是?????????在?????????用?????????這?????????種?????????方?????????法?????????來(lái)?????????幫?????????她?????????排?????????解?????????？?????????只?????????可?????????惜?????????他?????????也?????????有?????????失?????????手?????????的?????????時(shí)?????????候?????????，?????????嗜?????????血?????????的?????????渴?????????望?????????雖?????????然?????????不?????????再?????????那?????????么?????????強(qiáng)?????????烈?????????，?????????但?????????也?????????沒(méi)?????????有?????????消?????????失?????????。

        ???????????????????????????顯?????????然?????????，?????????她?????????想?????????錯(cuò)?????????了?????????。?????????不?????????知?????????是?????????不?????????是?????????瑤?????????姬?????????的?????????錯(cuò)?????????覺(jué)?????????，?????????宋?????????意?????????的?????????聲?????????音?????????聽(tīng)?????????起?????????來(lái)?????????異?????????乎?????????尋?????????常?????????地?????????溫?????????柔?????????：?????????“?????????你?????????覺(jué)?????????得?????????難?????????為?????????情?????????？?????????還?????????是?????????不?????????想?????????接?????????受?????????？?????????每?????????一?????????個(gè)?????????墮?????????落?????????者?????????都?????????會(huì)?????????喪?????????尸?????????化?????????，?????????并?????????不?????????是?????????你?????????不?????????想?????????接?????????受?????????，?????????它?????????就?????????不?????????會(huì)?????????發(fā)?????????生?????????的?????????。?????????”

        ???????????????????????????少?????????nV?????????張?????????口?????????yu?????????言?????????，?????????宋?????????意?????????拍?????????了?????????拍?????????她?????????的?????????小?????????腦?????????袋?????????，?????????示?????????意?????????她?????????先?????????不?????????要?????????cHa?????????話?????????。

        ???????????????????????????“?????????這?????????是?????????一?????????種?????????本?????????能?????????，?????????本?????????能?????????有?????????所?????????謂?????????的?????????好?????????壞?????????之?????????分?????????，?????????好?????????的?????????本?????????能?????????，?????????壞?????????的?????????本?????????能?????????，?????????但?????????在?????????他?????????們?????????被?????????人?????????類(lèi)?????????社?????????會(huì)?????????界?????????定?????????之?????????前?????????，?????????沒(méi)?????????有?????????任?????????何?????????分?????????別?????????。?????????與?????????其?????????????????墮?????????落?????????者?????????是?????????嗜?????????血?????????的?????????怪?????????物?????????，?????????不?????????如?????????????????完?????????全?????????遵?????????從?????????自?????????我?????????其?????????實(shí)?????????是?????????人?????????類(lèi)?????????社?????????會(huì)?????????不?????????能?????????容?????????忍?????????的?????????，?????????所?????????以?????????墮?????????落?????????者?????????會(huì)?????????被?????????排?????????斥?????????，?????????順?????????應(yīng)?????????自?????????我?????????的?????????人?????????也?????????會(huì)?????????被?????????排?????????斥?????????，?????????但?????????這?????????未?????????嘗?????????不?????????是?????????一?????????種?????????坦?????????誠(chéng)?????????，?????????”?????????男?????????人?????????微?????????微?????????一?????????笑?????????，?????????“?????????徹?????????底?????????的?????????坦?????????誠(chéng)?????????。?????????”

        ???????????????????????????這?????????番?????????近?????????似?????????剖?????????白?????????的?????????話?????????讓?????????瑤?????????姬?????????沉?????????默?????????無(wú)?????????言?????????，?????????好?????????半?????????晌?????????她?????????才?????????低?????????下?????????頭?????????悶?????????悶?????????地?????????????????：?????????“?????????你?????????這?????????是?????????強(qiáng)?????????詞?????????奪?????????理?????????。?????????”?????????—?????????—?????????但?????????心?????????里?????????的?????????那?????????種?????????難?????????受?????????憋?????????悶?????????已?????????經(jīng)?????????好?????????了?????????許?????????多?????????。

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